So what have I been up to

So it has been quite some time since I have updated my blog. There has been so many times that I have sat in front of an empty space trying to figure out what to write about. There are a few things that I want to write about but have chosen not too because they will ruffle some feathers and frankly, I am tired about the situation that I am not wasting any more energy on that.

So just know that I am still here trying to hang on, dealing with not working has affected me in a number of ways. I have lost a great deal of weight (10% of my former total weight), I have been hibernating over the past month and rarely leave the house and I am stressing out over things big and small. It has not been pretty.

Through it all I am still looking for a job but each day it gets harder and I did not think that I would be out this long. I am losing hope but manage to find it here and there.

So I am still here.