After my meltdown, I picked myself up and will move on. My new reality is just forming a new habit and it is something that I will get used to doing but not liking.
I just want some good to happen. Some good news, some happy news about anything, I am tired of all the bad crap that has been going on lately with the job, the funeral, the weather and some other crap. So I am trying to find the good in baby steps, a dose of sunshine, my puppies, my new and improved sunroom filled with plants.
All I want is some good to happen. Tell me something good maybe it will rub off on me.
(I do apologize for the vagueness of what is going on but, I really don't want to go into the details right now it is a self preservation thing>)