Thursday, April 28, 2011

The Greater Good

Sometime we have to take one for the team for the potential of the "greater good" and for me that sometimes is now. I am not pleased with something that is going on and yesterday I had a huge vent about it with Hubs. It was filled with sadness, anger, frustration and self pity something everyone wants to come home with. But it is something that I *have* to do if only for a possible shot at reaching a goal.

After my meltdown, I picked myself up and will move on. My new reality is just forming a new habit and it is something that I will get used to doing but not liking.

I just want some good to happen. Some good news, some happy news about anything, I am tired of all the bad crap that has been going on lately with the job, the funeral, the weather and some other crap. So I am trying to find the good in baby steps, a dose of sunshine, my puppies, my new and improved sunroom filled with plants.

All I want is some good to happen. Tell me something good maybe it will rub off on me.

(I do apologize for the vagueness of what is going on but, I really don't want to go into the details right now it is a self preservation thing>)

7 comments:

radioactive girl said...

I hope everything is ok! I'm thinking good thoughts for you and if you want to talk, you have my email address.

kilax said...

I hope you felt better after letting it out! Sometimes I just need to do that. Then take a long nap.

My emotions have been up and down with good/bad news lately. I won't add the bad to your plate, but the good is that my friend in NYC had her baby yesterday! :)

Christina said...

@Tori, thank you so much! That means a lot.

@Kim-I know that you are going though the up and downs too but congrats on your friends' newest addition.

KT said...

I'm sorry you are going through such a rough patch- everything seems to be pretty sh*tty in my world too. You have my email if you want to talk....

Christina said...

@KT I t ink that there is something in the air, we are all waiting for the tides to change,

The Chicago Blogger said...

You are an amazing person. Be strong and hang in there (I know, easier said than done sometimes), things will get better.

I'm always here for you, anytime, anyplace.

Love you! :)

comebacknikki said...

{{{C}}}
We're all here for you, girlie.