So just know that I am still here trying to hang on, dealing with not working has affected me in a number of ways. I have lost a great deal of weight (10% of my former total weight), I have been hibernating over the past month and rarely leave the house and I am stressing out over things big and small. It has not been pretty.
Through it all I am still looking for a job but each day it gets harder and I did not think that I would be out this long. I am losing hope but manage to find it here and there.
So I am still here.