I am VERY sore on my abs today. I was expecting to be sore more so in my upper back and arms but that was not the case. She encouraged me to stretch before I went to bed and I think that is what did the trick. I feel like I have been punched. The bf was teasing me that he punched me in my sleep for allegedly stealing the blankets last night. Which I deny *ever* doing.
But it is a step in the right direction for me. I have to get my lazy ass of the couch. And as Jessica said in the comment section in my previous post I need to use my ass for good not evil :).
Besides working out, I am really anxious about this coming week. After I completed the MBA, I have been in talks with some high up managers about my future. They were very open to ideas and suggestions and were going to work on what I want to do and match it up with what they want. They really wanted me to want a manager position but it was not what I wanted to do. I did not want to settle for that because I would be doing the same thing only having to deal with my peers as my subordinates and that is not what I wanted to do. So this week is the week when they come back with their ideas. I may be in the east for some meetings to further discuss them.
I am very nervous because I know what I think that I want to try and this corporation has plenty of possibilities but at the same time I am not sure what I want and if I want to work for a huge corporation. I asked my former manager for some advise and she told me that with my new degree I can open any door I want and if I do not get what works best for me that I should be prepared to walk.
It is great advise but I am scared shitless to walk because I have no idea where to go and what to do.
Deep down I have two ideas to start my own business and it maybe something to consider but I am so freaked out about it. I know that failure can be a learning experience and I may succeed but, I am so tough on myself.
I need certain levels of stability in my life I am not one to live by the seat of my pants especially as I am getting older and have more responsibilities. I need a steady pay check, I NEED health insurance, I need some sort of status quo. But on the other hand, starting something that I want to do and doing it my way, is encouraging and exciting.
I guess I have to see what this week will bring and maybe it will be up my alley or I may have to think about walking. Just need to figure out how to do that...